melancholy

so much to say, but so little determination...just came out the other end of a hot and heavy romance that really didn't go the way either of us wanted. I just wasn't ready for where it was going, and so I broke it off completely. I was not in the place that he was, and so I thought it only fair to let him be free to find someone who was. The truth is, I do miss him very much, but I don't know what else I could have done. I was worried that if I said let's date casually, that it would only lead to him getting hurt, and I care enough about him (already) that I don't want to do this to him. But damn, it sucks.

Last week I went to Palm Springs for work, and he came to meet me for some time in Joshua Tree Nat'l Park over the weekend. Great stuff...here's just one photo of the amazing place that it was...

Then I f'ing sprained my ankle on Monday (again). What a bummer. So, kind of a crap week.

If you read this, know that if you are texting me at my old number, I'm not getting it--my phone is (temporarily I hope) dead...so call me and my new number is on my old voicemail...or drop me a line. Miss everyone.

xo